It has been more than a month since Lilly moved to her new home. The ache within does not grab with the strength of the early days. I am told great stories. She is running with new four-legged friends. She is sharing her abundant love and care with her companions (the two legged type). Last week I received wonderful pictures of a recent camping trip where Lils actually got her feet wet! She is happy and I am grateful.
Time – the one thing in life that nudges us along when we have little energy to move on our own. Forward – the only way to go without creating unduly and unhealthy resistance. Breath – the one gift that sustains and fills us with the mystery of our Great Creator.
I am thankful for all of these ‘gifts’. Gifts that continue to support me as I live into one of the hardest decisions I have ever had to make. In a way unforeseen, Lilly and I did what we have always done. We took care of one another. As she delights in her newfound friends and freedom, I am happy and able to go greet each day with my own re-discovered freedom. I can make plans and not be concerned. Lilly is not stressing over my needs ( her responsibility for so long). And I am free to move about with complete focus on all the fun and demanding details of living into a new home and make new friends.
We took care of one another. How I love the irony of life!
We took care of one another. How I love the irony of life!
Carrie's Bench 
You write with such love and tenderness. Thank you for sharing your soul!
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Coming from one of the most tender Writers. Thank you and peace be with you.
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Such a sweet post.
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Your support means a great deal. Thank you.
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I truly admire your outlook, Carrie. I aspire to be as patient and grounded as you are. It’s wonderful that you are able to monitor Lilly’s new life. I wish both of you well!
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Thank you for your encouragement! This ‘outlook’ has its ups and downs.
Peace —
Carrie
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